March April May June Recap
I started out on this journey just added bits and pieces and then the Pandemic hit. My day to day life didn't change much as an essential worker I went to work everyday and continued to do my best not eating out so much(ie. Takeout) but with my entire family working or schooling from home it was difficult. At this point I weighed about 195 and tried not to get to worked up about the little things we have no control over.
At the end of May we lost my Brother. He was my only sibling and it has been very hard for my family, especially my mother. I spent a little over a week in Nashville and then we had the funeral in Indiana in Mid June after everything was settled. At this point July and August I had no idea what was going on everything was just a blur of work, family, pandemic, etc. I did continue with my home cooked meals (not always healthy I was really into comfort food and grilled food).
In August around my Birthday I felt a sense of needing to do something more with my life. I'd reached 53 and really have done nothing to improve myself since leaving my toxic job 2 years ago. I mean I survived and got back to where I was before but beyond that nothing.
In my next journal entry I will share my next steps as I move forward.
